Poetry: 'Catechism of a Cock Killer'
Written by Ella Walsworth-Bell
How did you do it?
Mute strength and a broom handle
How did you do it?
Rag over the face covering eyes
How did you do it?
If bird is small enough, scissors snip through neck
How did you do it?
Practised. Same as learning piano, riding a bike, using condoms
How did you do it?
With disgust, compassion, regret
How did you do it?
Well, weren’t ever going to be eggs, were there?
How did you do it?
Weighed feathered warmth in palms; reasoned sage, honey, juices
How did you do it?
In gasped half-darkness, kids asleep
How did you do it?
Try not to name them (Lucky, Kelloggs, Lady Gaga, Donald)
How did you do it?
Gifted time, night after night after night until fridge was bare
About the Author
Ella Walsworth-Bell is a speech therapist working in children's mental health. She writes poetry and short stories exploring the challenges of caring for her autistic son. She placed second in the Perito Prize 2022 and curated two poetry anthologies Morvoren and Mordardh, supported by Arts Council England.